My name is Madison. I am 5'3 and currently weigh 116 pounds. my goal weight is 100 pounds. I have depression, I suffer from self-harm and I starve myself and i force myself to throw up after dinner (my biggest meal of the day)but I have not been yet diagnosed with an eating disorder. I feel alone all the time, I know I have friends and an amazing boyfriend, but in my mind I feel so alone! most of my posts are very depressing and may be triggering so if you don't like it than please do not follow!