(Source: cadaverouscorpse)
chantelle, you were always there for me, you were more than a best friend to me, you were like my sister! you were there for me when I didn’t even deserve it! I will be looking down on you from heaven or up at you from hell, I don’t know where I am going, but If I end up as a ghost I will try and send a sign that I am here. I will always love you, and I am giving you all of my cow stuff so please treat them with love and care.
Olivia, you were such an awesome friend, you were there for me even when you were upset and I am sorry that I was so selfish and always went on about my problems
Dana, I am sorry that I was really bad in badminton today and that we kept losing because of me. you deserved a better partner than me.
maddy, Leanne and Mariana, I am sorry I rarely talked to you guys anymore and I have been a terrible friend, I understand if you don’t miss me
michael- I am sorry that you had to be with me. you deserved better than this. I am fucked up and I was never pretty! I am sorry I couldnt be better for you! I will always love you even though I am gone. you will always be my true love!
marko, I am sorry I worried you so much and always pushed you away! I really did care about you and you were one of my closest friends!
goodbye world, I wasn’t strong enough to continue, I couldn’t take anymore of these thoughts in my head! if it wasn’t tonight it would be another night soon
oh, and chantelle if you read this far can you please copy and print this for everyone mentioned in it and give it to my family please. thank you
I will miss al of you and I love you all
I’m sorry I have messed up so much, but now you don’t have to deal with me anymore…
goodbye…
238. “I don’t even know what it feels like to have confidence. I’ve been insecure about myself my entire life.” – Anonymous